random rambling
Well, I got my apology... BF called right after I finished blogging about his insensitive, rude ass behavior. Why did this negro have the nerve to try to STILL have an attitude??? I don't think he realized the depth of how bad my day actually was.
He was trying' to give me some bullshit, but I was not going for it! He finally apologized when he shut up long enough to realize that this was a serious BAD DAY and not just some penny-Anny bullshit bad hair day or something'.
My Mom and I went to DC to see the Pistons play the Wizards. I was so excited!! I hadn't been to a game since I moved away from Detroit 13 years ago!! It's hard to believe that I've been away for that long!!!! CRAZY!!!! Anyway, Although the Pistons have the best record in the NBA, they got their asses WHOOPED!!!!!! What?? This is the worse whoopin' they have received during this whole season!!!! The wizards were droppin' 3's like they were going' outta style!!!! So even thought my boys lost, we still had a good time. Afterward, we ate at Legal Seafood. The food is really good!! While we were waiting to be seated, I ran into an old friend of mine from high school. I hadn't seen her in a few years and it was really odd to run into her in DC, seeing as though we grew up in Detroit.
We were never really close, and I had to dig in her ass once or twice. It's funny when you grow up, how all that old bull just goes away. I'm so mature!! lol It was really good to see her, though. I got her info and told her that I will keep in touch. I try to get to DC a couple times a year, so maybe I'll give her a call next time.
Oh yeah -I talked to Ol' Boy the other night. He called while he was on break. He works 7p-7a, I work 7:30a-6:30p.... just another addition to the list of why we would never work out. He wasn't talking about much of anything, but sometimes it's just nice to talk to him.
I'll probably see him in April, when I visit his hometown... I don't expect anything big to happen. I'm not even feel' him like that anymore. He' s going to be in a wedding that I'm going to be in- in September. What do you want to bet that he'll be escorting me down the aisle?? Isn't that funny? Our friends are a trip. Guess what? I am NOT taking BF. First of all that would just be waaaay too weird and with the way things have been going, we may not be together at that time, anyway. Sad, but true.... Things are just soooo different from what they were. I'm tired of talkin' about it to him and bloggin' about it, but you how you have something on your mind that you just feel compelled to talk about??? That's how I feel about this situation. SO, I'll be talking about it until it's over or fixed - I'm not sure which will come first.
I wish I wasn't obsessed with this situation, but it just blows my mind how much has changed in just 1 year. Last year, for Valentine's Day we went to his cousin's wedding in Hampton. We had THE BEST TIME EVER. I don't know what it was about that weekend, but it was GREAT!!!! We had been building up to that and it stayed like that for months... and now it's like this--WTF??? How did we get here??
I'm doing better at pulling a way from him, though. Friday night he stopped by - unannounced- which is not a big deal, but I was in the bed KNOCKED OUT. He called and told me that he was on the porch and wanted to know if I was going to open the door or did I just want him to let himself in. I told him neither and that I would have to see him later. It wasn't that I didn't want to see him at all. but in order for him to come in, I would've had to get up and turn the alarm off. I just couldn't do it. He was pissed, but I didn't trip. Why should I sit around just waiting for this negro to show up or care??? Hmmmm.. that just doesn't make sense. The bottom line is that I need to do what makes me happy an the truth is that he's not doing it...... the question is why am I sitting around not doing anything about it?? The answer: I love him. SAD. How long will I be in this predicament?? I wish I knew.
=> I'm going into the 2nd week of my diet and things are still going well. I think I may have lost a little weight. I'm not weighing myself, I'm just basing it on how I feel in my clothes. I actually wore some pants to work on Friday that I hadn't worn in a while. I was supposed to do Tae.bo tonight, but after being on the road 3 1/2 hours from DC - I'm just too tired. Tomorrow- it's back to business!! Keep your fingers crossed for me!!
He was trying' to give me some bullshit, but I was not going for it! He finally apologized when he shut up long enough to realize that this was a serious BAD DAY and not just some penny-Anny bullshit bad hair day or something'.
My Mom and I went to DC to see the Pistons play the Wizards. I was so excited!! I hadn't been to a game since I moved away from Detroit 13 years ago!! It's hard to believe that I've been away for that long!!!! CRAZY!!!! Anyway, Although the Pistons have the best record in the NBA, they got their asses WHOOPED!!!!!! What?? This is the worse whoopin' they have received during this whole season!!!! The wizards were droppin' 3's like they were going' outta style!!!! So even thought my boys lost, we still had a good time. Afterward, we ate at Legal Seafood. The food is really good!! While we were waiting to be seated, I ran into an old friend of mine from high school. I hadn't seen her in a few years and it was really odd to run into her in DC, seeing as though we grew up in Detroit.
We were never really close, and I had to dig in her ass once or twice. It's funny when you grow up, how all that old bull just goes away. I'm so mature!! lol It was really good to see her, though. I got her info and told her that I will keep in touch. I try to get to DC a couple times a year, so maybe I'll give her a call next time.
Oh yeah -I talked to Ol' Boy the other night. He called while he was on break. He works 7p-7a, I work 7:30a-6:30p.... just another addition to the list of why we would never work out. He wasn't talking about much of anything, but sometimes it's just nice to talk to him.
I'll probably see him in April, when I visit his hometown... I don't expect anything big to happen. I'm not even feel' him like that anymore. He' s going to be in a wedding that I'm going to be in- in September. What do you want to bet that he'll be escorting me down the aisle?? Isn't that funny? Our friends are a trip. Guess what? I am NOT taking BF. First of all that would just be waaaay too weird and with the way things have been going, we may not be together at that time, anyway. Sad, but true.... Things are just soooo different from what they were. I'm tired of talkin' about it to him and bloggin' about it, but you how you have something on your mind that you just feel compelled to talk about??? That's how I feel about this situation. SO, I'll be talking about it until it's over or fixed - I'm not sure which will come first.
I wish I wasn't obsessed with this situation, but it just blows my mind how much has changed in just 1 year. Last year, for Valentine's Day we went to his cousin's wedding in Hampton. We had THE BEST TIME EVER. I don't know what it was about that weekend, but it was GREAT!!!! We had been building up to that and it stayed like that for months... and now it's like this--WTF??? How did we get here??
I'm doing better at pulling a way from him, though. Friday night he stopped by - unannounced- which is not a big deal, but I was in the bed KNOCKED OUT. He called and told me that he was on the porch and wanted to know if I was going to open the door or did I just want him to let himself in. I told him neither and that I would have to see him later. It wasn't that I didn't want to see him at all. but in order for him to come in, I would've had to get up and turn the alarm off. I just couldn't do it. He was pissed, but I didn't trip. Why should I sit around just waiting for this negro to show up or care??? Hmmmm.. that just doesn't make sense. The bottom line is that I need to do what makes me happy an the truth is that he's not doing it...... the question is why am I sitting around not doing anything about it?? The answer: I love him. SAD. How long will I be in this predicament?? I wish I knew.
=> I'm going into the 2nd week of my diet and things are still going well. I think I may have lost a little weight. I'm not weighing myself, I'm just basing it on how I feel in my clothes. I actually wore some pants to work on Friday that I hadn't worn in a while. I was supposed to do Tae.bo tonight, but after being on the road 3 1/2 hours from DC - I'm just too tired. Tomorrow- it's back to business!! Keep your fingers crossed for me!!
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